Reira Akaba (
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they still lies in they own ways, specially when you ask fer the truth an they jus skim around it
i dunno yo but i get why people dont trust him i get why they dislike him
the fog usin us fer her own shit too but at least she truthful about it
[I can't be the only one and he thinks of Marco, cowering in the Fog Caves. A priest before him and Josh, like Reira but the difference between them is night and day.]
i think you is reirei
i think you truly is the only one he cares about
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She's tired, tired, tired-
And more than that, she doesn't want to argue.]
i don't tell lies
[she finally sends- which may well be the only clue Beat can get that he can't push this particular issue with her. For Reira, for now, it's better to just understand that what Elias does is wrong.
Otherwise she'll tear herself apart over what she's done as well.]
....he has to care about someone else....
...it's not fair...
[...This really isn't a talk anyone should have miles away from the other, is it?]
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but elias aint you, unless you got somethin you wanna say to the class yo
[and that's what he'll leave it on too. he's not saying reira is lying or omitting information. elias is.]
gonna be honest
dunno if he knows how
maybe once he did and thats when you came in but years of bein a machine yo or bein filled wid fog an seein peeps go
dont think he do anymore
[Beat is not going to put himself in a place where other fourths can gather, sorry Reira. He's too wounded still. He doesn't know how the influence would be.]
love you reirei
hopefully you an josh can get him to see reason
[NOT Marco, for Marcos own sanity too.]
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[How what works? It's not clear. She doesn't really say much of anything so the only thing Beat really gets is that whatever she's talking about, it isn't in regards to trying to get Elias to see reason. After all-]
.....m trying
m gonna try harder
....
[...............]
love you
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i know you are yo an i know you will
and ima say this to you like ima say to marco
you gotta put yerself number one in this, yo
yer health an happiness gotta come first before elias
even if it mean steppin back or steppin down
you tie yerself up into knots over him, you cry fer him an you care for him, and you defend him through all the wrongs while try to get him to see
i hate sayin that shit to you of all peeps cause you still so fuckin young yo and you care for him so much that i know yer first thought gonna prolly be no never
butchu gotta consider it
when you come first
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...There is no further response.
(It's probably fine.)]