[...he nods at the latter one.]

I don't want to remember what I blocked out. That's what he wanted. He wanted to hurt me. Forgetting...means he doesn't get everything he wants.

So, until you can make memory-dreams precise enough to help me remember the part after that, without bringing back the -- the rest of the surgery...

...

[His words aren't working right. Let him begin again.]

I think you should start with something less dangerous.